Note: this book is available on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited (for 3 months) then it will be added to this website and Ream.
So, you know how I’ve always had this thing for older men, right? Well, there was this professor, Professor Altman, who just did it for me. I couldn’t help it. I’d crush on him from the first day I saw him. He had this way of talking, so intellectual and confident, and it just made me want to… Well, I can’t tell you exactly what I wanted to do. Not here anyway.
I ended up helping him with his research for a book he was writing about young gay men. I thought it would be fun, a chance to spend time with him, alone. Plus, I was hoping something might happen, you know? And it did. It started with anonymous interviews, but things got weird.
He didn’t know it was me sharing all these personal details about my sex life, and I didn’t know how to tell him it was me. I was in too deep by then. It was a mess, but damn, it was hot. I thought I’d just blow off some steam at the campus gym. Bad idea. I ended up getting a workout, but not the kind I’d been expecting. It was risky, but that just made it hotter. I was just trying to take my mind off everything. Because even things with Steve, my best friend, has gotten weird.
He’s got feelings for me, which was crazy because we’d always said we were too young for serious relationships. Plus, he’d never wanted to be in one — because they suck, right? But suddenly, he was acting odd, and kind of possessive.
Meanwhile, I was trying to navigate this thing with Professor Altman. It was getting intense, and I was falling for him, hard.
But it was complicated, you know?
Everything is a mess, and I didn’t know what I’m doing anymore.
I’m stuck between wanting Steve, wanting the professor, and just wanting to have fun.It was all so messed up, but I guess that’s just life, right?
So, of course, I just went ahead and made it worse.
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Note: this book is available on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited (for 3 months) then it will be added to this website and Ream.
